Being so cantankerous, has always made me get into trouble.
Never ending problems, be it in school, or outside.
Ah, I'll just have to stop, and start changing for the better.
And changing for the better, for some it's easy, but for me it's not..
I'm trying hard, real hard, to change. I've always thought it would be very easy to change, but in fact, it's not.
I can't really rely on others to help me change, but it's really up to me to make things happen.
But it's so hard for me.
There's never an easy way to everything, no cheat codes to life's problems.
I'm only 15, and i'm already getting stressed up like this. What about the future? When i already have a family?
MORE problems. ))):
I'll just have to focus on my studies now. Make my parents proud, for ONCE.
I've always been a rebellious kid, now's the time to change.
I've already set my goals, and i'll try my best to achieve them.
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To my little girl..
I love you very much..
And i'm sorry for everything..


