To be stucked in a fucking situation, with no one to turn to, it's a fucking misery.

I'm not expecting anyone to help me, am only expecting someone to listen to my problems.

Haha, i know i'm a freaking jerk. No one would listen to me. Haiyaaaaaaaaaaa.

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You know, i kept thinking about, what did i do wrong till she suddenly think that way.

I really really don't want, things, that i never wanted to happen, to happen.

Oh well, fuck my life.

I think.. I treated her wrongly. Yeah, should be. OR maybe, the love that i gave, wasn't enough.

Could it be something else? Well, idk.

I guess, writing is one way of releasing my emotions out. Well, works for me.

I'm like, writing a composition here. Wow. Hahaha.

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There's a few things i wanna achieve in life..

1. Respect my mum more, give her what she wants from me. Well, to be a good boy. Haha.

2. Have a happy life.

3. To be with her till eternity. I really will. Take my word.

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I really love her man. I REALLY FUCKING LOVE HER!

I wish she knew what's inside my heart, what i'm feeling now.

I won't leave her, i won't hurt her feelings anymore. I'll make her the happiest girl in this freaking planet.

I'll do my best to be a good boyfriend, i promise you dear.

Well, enough said.. I don't even know what to write anymore. Hahaha.

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Adda, you're the only one in my heart, and will always be.

I love you, makcik. I love you, very much..

-B Smelly :)